Is it wrong to talk to myself even when thereīs nobody else
Iīm just checking now that Iīve not gone under the water or
thrown on the beach like a seal ready fpr slaughter
Canīt you understand that the way things were planned
it never worked out so I just went crazy
I took to the drink like something say its "maybe"

I ainīt got no excuse and thatīs really the news
I got nothing else to say, except itīs my way
Itīs always my way I seem to be running away so often
Iīll try anything once and thatīs the way we should be
but its always the same getting caught up again
in a habit, a habit that I just canīt shake off
the way it always turned out

can you understand itīs the way I choose to be
everything seems so easy this way but Iīm going under fast,
Iīm slipping away, am I so crazy